Monday, March 20, 2006
Emotions running rampant...
I had my heart broken Saturday night. I got an email from someone who should have known better, and it broke my heart! I will not go into to the details here, but I was so hurt, and I spent the whole night crying my eyes out.
Sunday brought a new perspective to the whole situation and I am feeling lots better. The one who sent the email still has no clue what s/he did to me, but others do and others have made me feel very worthy.
As Reese Witherspoon said at the Academy Awards "June Carter Cash said she only wanted to matter. I just want to matter"
Well these few wonderful people did make me feel like what I did really mattered.
Isn't that what life is all about anyway. TO MATTER to someone!
I think Im better now. I spent the last 2 hours staring out the window and watching the birds and the squirrels and the two healthy does slip through Lea's fence and graze there all safe and content. THeir white tails flipping in the beautiful spring afternoon, as they kept their noses to the bright green grass. There was not a hint of a breeze, but it was so relaxing. just me and the deer and the birds, with Sadie beside me with her paws on the windowsill and her chin on her paws, relaxed just like her momma.
To hell with assholes!! There are other people that are worth crying over. Not this one.